3 AM THOUGHTS by Solaris Aether
it's just— another 3 AM & i feel like crying, another 3 AM feeling unseen while trying. another 3 AM with me befriending the dark, another 3 AM after losing my inner spark. another 3 AM with me without being heard, another 3 AM with me letting down my guards. another 3 AM with my numb eyes staring at the ceiling, another 3 AM with me thinking all my wounds are healing. another 3 AM with the stars knowing my secrets, another 3 AM with me dying inside out of regrets. another 3 AM after letting everyone hurt my heart, another 3 AM with me falling and tearing apart. another 3 AM with me letting tears fall into my pillow, another 3 AM without a single moment I didn’t feel low. another 3 AM with flashbacks of me giving my best, another 3 AM with pains growing in my chest. and the clock keeps blinking 03:00 like it’s mocking me. still, it’s just— another 3 AM with me being sleepless and wasting all my night. another 3 AM with me thinking everything’s gon’ be alright.