Stardust Solaris's Sleepless Journal

(Verse) I don’t make wishes anymore, lookin’ at the sky ‘Cause I got a handful of wishes that didn’t fly Heart on my hand when I look up with teary eyes I recall the things that made me badly cry. I learned how to smile while I’m breaking inside So I talk to the stars, but they never reply. why this happens to me, I have got no one to imply. So i dont make wishes anymore, cause they never learned to fly. (Chorus) I don’t make wishes anymore, no ‘Cause they never learned to fly I used to throw them to the night Watch them fall back down like lies If hope’s a bird, then mine was born With broken wings, afraid of heights So I don’t make wishes anymore I just survive the night (Bridge) Why this happens to me, I got no one to imply So I don’t make wishes anymore I just look at the sky (Final Chorus) I don’t make wishes anymore, no ‘Cause they never learned to fly So I don’t make wishes anymore I just survive the night

it's just— another 3 AM & i feel like crying, another 3 AM feeling unseen while trying. another 3 AM with me befriending the dark, another 3 AM after losing my inner spark. another 3 AM with me without being heard, another 3 AM with me letting down my guards. another 3 AM with my numb eyes staring at the ceiling, another 3 AM with me thinking all my wounds are healing. another 3 AM with the stars knowing my secrets, another 3 AM with me dying inside out of regrets. another 3 AM after letting everyone hurt my heart, another 3 AM with me falling and tearing apart. another 3 AM with me letting tears fall into my pillow, another 3 AM without a single moment I didn’t feel low. another 3 AM with flashbacks of me giving my best, another 3 AM with pains growing in my chest. and the clock keeps blinking 03:00 like it’s mocking me. still, it’s just— another 3 AM with me being sleepless and wasting all my night. another 3 AM with me thinking everything’s gon’ be alright.