Stardust Solaris's Sleepless Journal

it's just— another 3 AM & i feel like crying, another 3 AM feeling unseen while trying. another 3 AM with me befriending the dark, another 3 AM after losing my inner spark. another 3 AM with me without being heard, another 3 AM with me letting down my guards. another 3 AM with my numb eyes staring at the ceiling, another 3 AM with me thinking all my wounds are healing. another 3 AM with the stars knowing my secrets, another 3 AM with me dying inside out of regrets. another 3 AM after letting everyone hurt my heart, another 3 AM with me falling and tearing apart. another 3 AM with me letting tears fall into my pillow, another 3 AM without a single moment I didn’t feel low. another 3 AM with flashbacks of me giving my best, another 3 AM with pains growing in my chest. and the clock keeps blinking 03:00 like it’s mocking me. still, it’s just— another 3 AM with me being sleepless and wasting all my night. another 3 AM with me thinking everything’s gon’ be alright.

[VERSE]  Shh, don't be loud, I like when it's quieter. Days are too chaotic, so I am an all-nighter. I know tonight I'm- shining brighter, looking perfect, night is serene, you don't need to confirm it. Wait n see how nice- being quiet is, and the silence, if you must say it,  [Pre-chorus]  come closer and,   WHISPERR it. (whisperrr)  [Chorus] Instead of saying it louder, come and- WHISPERR it (whisper it). You can see the beauty of calm if you WHISPERR it (whisper, whisper). I love it right just when you WHISPERR it (love when you whisper it). So come closer hold my shoulder and  WHISPERR it (come close and WHISPERR). [VERSE 2] Don’t disturb this quiet air, Took so long to settle here.  If we talk too loud when it's mere, This beauty might disappear. Let it breathe, don’t interfere, Calm is fragile, keep it near. Noise is illegal, but if you have something to share,  [Pre-chorus] I'm all ears BUT,  WHISPERR it. (whisperrr)  [Chorus...