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Hope, A Distant Glimmer by Solaris Aether

Countless times I thought of ending me, "that's the only way left", I used to think.  But I aint brave to face the world nor am brave to die. I thought it would be better for me being barely alive. I stumbled on the way cause there's no escape, there ain't a single space where I would feel safe. So, I stopped running away from everything that haunts me, I faced the words and people those constantly taunts me. Though the arrows they shot pierced right into my heart, still, I've been telling myself, "let them play their part",  "the dark you are witnessing ain't forever gonna last", "and time will come when you'll rise but they'll fall apart". Because there's a truth hidden beneath what all knows, "the darker the night, the brighter it glows". "The more they force the dark onto you, the more your light will shine", "Just a few more steps ahead and you're going to be fine"

3 AM THOUGHTS by Solaris Aether

it's just— another 3 AM & i feel like crying, another 3 AM feeling unseen while trying. another 3 AM with me befriending the dark, another 3 AM after losing my inner spark. another 3 AM with me without being heard, another 3 AM with me letting down my guards. another 3 AM with my numb eyes staring at the ceiling, another 3 AM with me thinking all my wounds are healing. another 3 AM with the stars knowing my secrets, another 3 AM with me dying inside out of regrets. another 3 AM after letting everyone hurt my heart, another 3 AM with me falling and tearing apart. another 3 AM with me letting tears fall into my pillow, another 3 AM without a single moment I didn’t feel low. another 3 AM with flashbacks of me giving my best, another 3 AM with pains growing in my chest. and the clock keeps blinking 03:00 like it’s mocking me. still, it’s just— another 3 AM with me being sleepless and wasting all my night. another 3 AM with me thinking everything’s gon’ be alright.

Agony & Irony by Solaris Aether

 (Verse 1) The things for I wished,  raw and unpolished, give me now, now. Desires unspoken, a heart split open, mend the cracks now, now. (Chorus) Free me from agony, free me from irony. Free me from agony, irony, free me from agony! (Verse 2) I've been living in the dark as a slave to night. I've been holding my breath in until I saw the light. I let the wound heal itself, it only got worse,  thought won't regret but got so much remorse. Now I wanna risk- it all just to live, now I wanna breathe. Prayers that I prayed want answer for all, 'cause I made SURE,  those were PURE. (Pre-chorus) The things I'd lose in- process of wanting,  bring me now, now. Thoughts that are bleeding, stitched wrong, still aching, pull me whole now, now. (Chorus) Free me from agony, free me from irony. Free me from agony, irony, free me from agony! (Bridge) Why did I carry this all on my own? Why did I bury what I should’ve shown? Kept it inside till it started to rot, called it hea...